|Suddenly frozen in place...|
I have "finished" burning the gross level of delusion I asked her to remove. I feel that the impurities of the three malas are crispy burnt, getting closer to lovely cinders.
So important: I have turned in the right direction, towards God. Now I can grow and become something new.
More burning ahead?! I don't know. It's up to my guruji.
I don't think I'll get mauled by the gross level of delusion anymore. But whatever remains could be stoked as fuel for the purifying fire.