I would notice that I was feeling lonely inside, that I had the yearning to share a moment with another.
"I am lonely," I would say aloud, to myself (and my cat). This happened perhaps a couple of times per week.
I was reflecting on this a minute ago and realized I haven't said I was lonely for months.
I am no longer lonely!
I am solitary. I live amongst others, but I have renounced society and career.
My path is internal, it lives inside of me.
So extraordinary! Just what I always wanted...
God is here. God is real. God is close. Very very close.