|Under the covers|
Again: FEAR. Red hot surging through my entrails the mighty mighty fear!! Immediately I embraced it as the consciousness of my Beloved, who is God. Consciousness mixed with consciousness. I tasted, felt, moved with the fear as consciousness. The fear became sweet, then subsided.
I reached out inside, ready to absorb more fear.
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Later... Sara is calling. FEAR!!! OMG, what... I can't... I let the call go to voice mail. I examined my fear. It was huge. I opened to it. "Okay God, I guess I asked for more purification" (on and off all day).