Ego and doing

My ego is wrestling with this new place. My mind is trying to sort it out, create an action plan for staying in it. My mind wants to do stuff. And my ego wants to compare, classify, take credit.

Stop. I place my head on my Guru's feet, my state offered to hers. I am astounded by the gift of her boundless grace. Thank you thank you my heart opens thank you.

I am still, and look around at my Self, the magic of Maya. I see as Paramashiva, silent, profoundly still. Our bliss comes and goes. Perfect.