The familiar tide pulls me back, away from her... as my guru steps back, teaching me. My ego rushes forward, ready to command.
For the first time in this body, I use my will to turn back to her, I use my mind to choose her grace.
She is teaching me, strengthening me. Every time I choose her, my mind is purified, it is stronger.
I do not run, or grasp. I sit still and wait for her grace; a huge wave of bliss that strengthens me and my resolve.
I believe in her more than this place.