|There is no end to|
guru's perfect grace
Fear, ack. Situations I fear arise, and I'm consumed! I picture myself stepping into the fear as the fire of purification. It is so uncomfortable, but it is my way, now.
I am not going back. I focus my consciousness on the contraction, on the malas, which I can do only because of guru's grace. Which I can draw to the moment by this focus, and by my devotion to the practices and my life as a sadhini.
I can see without guru's grace none of this would be possible at all.
Thank you thank you thank you...