Photo by Vanessa Shakesheff
(used by permission)
Not for one minute.
Amazing to keep trying until almost 55. I am so glad to still have enough time left to focus on my true purpose.
I give it up! I renounce more than basic connection with others. There is no overlap between their world and mine. To act as if this is not so is dishonest, profoundly dishonest to myself.
I am alone at last. My true life and purpose as a sadhini now begins.
The only truth I have found in this life, that doesn't give out after a few months or a few years, is the truth which I find inside, the divine Self which is Paramashiva, which is everything.