|Heart Chakra Mandala|
Mandala Art by Timea Varga
(used by permission)
My mind runs all over, convincing me I've lost all attainment and it was an illusion, it was mania, it was my only chance and now I've lost it blah blah blah blah blah blah........
Part of what is so different right now is my mind is as impure as ever, but I don't believe it, at least part of the time I don't. My mind holds the memory that I am this little limited "this," and I believe it, most of the time. But so what.
Attainment is NOW. In any second, if I recognize Shiva, and realize the truth, then that is as good as it gets, that's everything.