|My Beloved Paramashiva|
It is an entirely new, yet immediately and wholly recognized place. I feel at once, this is what I am yearning for, this is what is calling to me, to this at last I am returning. So far I have travelled, yet home at last I find whisper close as I turn away from samsara.
Each time I partake of my Beloved's senses, made from His Consciousness, I feel a poignant, almost sad goodbye to this world. My arc has pierced the breadth of this emanation of all. I am returning at last to My Lord. Farewell, my heart says. We have played, and only thought to suffer. I have burnt my suffering, offered my karma to the sacred fire. Now all is well... and I find at my feet and in my heart the ever-present, subtle path which returns to my own true nature, love and bliss.